By
Zahir Ebrahim | Project
Humanbeingsfirst.org
Saturday,
December 18, 2010 | Updated Dec. 22, 2010

The
two American websites, Veterans
Today
and Salem
News,
run by two former US Military veterans, contain some of the most
outstanding RealitySpeak writings by both civilians and America's war
veterans, presumably, all mostly being eagerly ingested by other
American war veterans. In full disclosure, these websites also
reprint my two cents every now and then. The Editors in chief of both
websites whom I have never met but communicate with occasionally,
very generously invited me to become Staff Writer on their respective
panels, and I politely declined in each case. I prefer my lonely
voice to stay independent – for it allows me to explore my own
confusions as no one else can.
So,
exercising that independence of thought, if I may be permitted to ask
the next logical question to great penmanship and reportage by
recovering war veterans, does such RealitySpeak affect a change in
status quo?
Does
all this verbiage ameliorate the suffering of the bemedaled
American war hero who brought my fellow Muslim men, women, and
children of Afghanistan, Iraq, Pakistan, perhaps Iran next, the
'liberation' depicted in the images?
Do
the oft maligned liberators of truth from the sharp jaws of deceit,
ever impact the inflexion of hegemonic power with mere moral words
and intellectual theses which unravel the never ending lies of the
hectoring hegemons du jour?
For,
if words alone could make appreciable difference to the calculus of
hegemony, then, the Ten Commandments would have surely eased
mankind's journey over the past hundred years of successive world
wars and vile deprecation of humanity. As the noted essayist and
novelist Aldous Huxley had once observed when responding to the
question “What does one do?”:
'Well
this is the real problem. Nothing is easier than to formulate high
ideals, but few things are more difficult than to discover the means
for by those ideals might be implemented, and the categorical
imperatives which spring from them can be a pain. This is the real
problem. I mean one has to dream, but one has to dream in a pragmatic
way to consider how... Merely preaching to people doesn't have much
effect, people have been preaching for an awefully long time and we
are still pretty much where we were.' (Herman Harvey: Sum and
Substance with Aldous Huxley, co-produced with University of S.
California, KNXT Public Affairs.
http://www.huxley.net/ah/huxley-interview.html
)
The
undeniable practical fact of the matter remains, that unless moral
prescriptions and copious intelligent analyses appearing on these
websites get translated into direct activism, into building
organizations, into building movements, and into creating a powerful
national chorus collectively saying NO to the murdersome hectoring
hegemons now bringing vile indignities to the American people right
here at home, elegant moral words on paper, wonderful prose bringing
exposes to the intelligent, is only self-entertaining the armchair
internet warriors.
In
all honesty, haven't we, the narrators du jour, merely substituted
the mind numbing television, America's favorite sedative, with a new
type of cognitive programming for a minuscule sub-minority who
indulges in study, but which remains as impotent in mobilizing the
conscience to act in order to affect change, as the former medium was
effective in amusing us to death? The “history's actors”
in fact even brazenly noted that this is all we shall be able to do.
The New York Times quoted a senior White House Advisor during the
Bush Administration while explaining how fait accompli enacted by
“history's actors” actually worked for “imperial
mobilization”:
‘We’re
an empire now, and when we act, we create our own reality. And while
you’re studying that reality — judiciously, as you will —
we’ll act again, creating other new realities, which you can
study too, and that’s how things will sort out. We’re
history’s actors . . . and you, all of you, will be left to
just study what we do.’ — Senior Bush Advisor, The New
York Times, October 17, 2004 (see Convince
People of Absurdities and get them Acquiescing to Atrocities: The
Enduring Power of Machiavellian Political Science
)
I
say, bullshit! Let's grasp the bull by the horns and turn the tables
on its head for the criminals who, with cold chutzpah and flushed
with hubris, openly proclaim themselves 'Hectoring
Hegemons'
working on ending national-sovereignty through successive hegelian
mind-fcks!

But
in order to do so, one must first have the courage to spell bullshit
as B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T, without dropping any letters to pass our delicate
sensibilities which can shatter the tabula rasa of civilian
populations 20,000 miles from home, but can't handle seeing
RealitySpeak in print. This, in case it isn't already obvious, is
merely a metaphor for first being able to face reality without
syntactic sugaring. What follows is plain RealitySpeak – no
bullshit. While you don't have to agree with anything here, there is
no Newspeak in it. For, only in straight plain talk without bowing to
political correctness, is there a way out of being mere narrators of
the murderous shit continually being left behind by 'history's
actors'.
I
believe that the brave veterans of America's wars upon the
'untermensch' 20,000 miles away, the principal audience of both these
websites I imagine, can actually play a leading role in helping to
change that dismal state of affairs.
HOW?
By
rising to protect their own nation's peoples for a change, where,
while they were busy bringing 'democracy' and 'liberation' to my
'barbarian' peoples in exotic faraway lands, their own land of the
free was being turned into a police-state.
Instead
of the increasing number of war veterans being perpetually trapped in
PTSD and seeking palliatives to assuage their guilty conscience, 'VA
says PTSD claims up 125%'
Veterans Today, December 18, 2010, undertaking principled moral acts
with discipline to safeguard the decent peoples in their own nation,
may prove to be far more therapeutic than the Marijuana being pitched
by experts like Dr. Phil Leveque, as in 'You
Can't Go Back and You Can't Come Back',
Salem News, December 13, 2010.
The
1978 Hollywood movie, The Deer Hunter, graphically brought
home to civilians a vicarious touch of what soldiers of patriotism,
fortune, and economic conscription, can experience in horrendous
modern wars that are principally illegitimate, whose principal
victims are civilians, cultures, and civilizations. Those creating
the victims often end up with the guilt complex which modern soulless
medicine, unable to comprehend the delicate connection between
mind-body-spirit and the damage which wars cause to man's essence,
calls its symptomatic display PTSD. The psycho-babble of the learned,
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, in the case of wars, is primarily
symptomatic of the injury to the conscience, to the soul, which
perpetually remains un-amenable to brain surgery, to palliatives, to
sedatives, to psycho-therapy, and to modern medicine. The Deer
Hunter's main focus, if the reader will recall, was primarily to
demonstrate the consequences of the horrendous dysfunctionalism
of modern warfare causing maladjustment
back into normalcy for both victims and victimizers, the latter
becoming war's second victims. Therefore, for them to not astutely
comprehend that modern warfare by superpowers moving pawns around on
the Grand Chessboard is itself a monumental crime, a racket,
and those participating in it as soldiers and technicians under
waving flags and blaring trumpets, themselves commit crimes against
humanity, is to miss the point of it all.
Call
the suffering of the conscience from that backlash PTSD if you
will, but being able to separate cause from effect, symptoms from
disease, doesn't seem to be a forte of Veterans Hospitals. And while
that symptom is captured most precisely, most elegantly, almost
poetically, in the aforementioned article title by Phil Leveque, “You
Can't Go Back and You Can't Come Back”, it does nothing to
focus attention on the primary cause of it: the injury to the 'self',
the essence of man, what, for the lack of a better terminology, we
variously refer to as conscience, soul, superego, all elements which
remain elusive to modern medicine. Ask any AMA approved medical
doctor for any alternative to
big-Pharma led prescriptions, and they
will only give you the same standard response they have actually been
taught to give in medical school in order to pass their AMA
certification – I don't know anything about alternatives not
recommended by the FDA.
But
just as the Hollywood movie had left its audience hanging, had
offered no real solutions for the returning veterans, nor for
preventing the creation of future maladjusted veterans, neither does
Phil Leveque with his prescriptive conclusion in bold: “WHY
CAN‘T THE VA USE THE BEST DRUG – MARIJUANA?”
When the illness is misdiagnosed, the cure can at best only be a
placebo.
Please
permit me to lend some Eastern Zen here – for, Western experts
have sufficiently ruined this nation, and the world, to warrant any
faith in their diagnosis and their prescriptions.
First,
let's try to understand how the war veteran got to the stage of PTSD
in the first place.

For
the reader's orientation, please permit me to coldly state that I am
that 'untermensch' upon whose civilizations the proud, the brave, the
bold veterans of America and its Allies waged their boundless courage
20,000 miles away from their own home, in whose homes they
slaughtered our children calling it collateral damage just as
the CIA's hit team started arriving in Afghanistan courageously
proclaiming: “We will export death and violence to the
four corners of the earth in defense of our great nation.”
(Bob Woodward in Bush at War).
You,
dear veteran, could have shown a different kind of courage too at
that time and avoided the injury to your soul altogether. Instead of
signing up to bravely rain Daisy Cutters and cruise missiles upon
barefooted children, upon cities, upon civilian infrastructures, upon
wedding parties, upon defenseless men, women, and children, and
continually be fearing that hypothetical day when a future Nuremberg
might administer you the same victor's justice as your nation
routinely administers to the vanquished, you could have signed up to
say NO to immoral conquests of your ruling elite. You could have
signed up to say NO to economic conscription and found other ways to
fund your college education, other ways to earn your livelihood. And
you could have used the tiny gray matter to see through the facade of
false patriotism, of inculcated false beliefs, of false flag
operations, of false enemies, of falsely identified culprits, of
“imperial mobilization” disguised as “war on
terror”.
Just
like one among you had done, not too long ago, sparing himself the
moral scar tissue you find yourselves saddled with today as its new
victims. This is what this courageous fellow had found the nerve to
state then:
'Why
should they ask me to put on a uniform and go 10,000 miles from home
and drop bombs and bullets on Brown people in Vietnam while so-called
Negro people in Louisville are treated like dogs and denied simple
human rights? No I’m not going 10,000 miles from home to help
murder and burn another poor nation simply to continue the domination
of white slave masters of the darker people the world over. This is
the day when such evils must come to an end. I have been warned that
to take such a stand would cost me millions of dollars. But I have
said it once and I will say it again. The real enemy of my people is
here. I will not disgrace my religion, my people or myself by
becoming a tool to enslave those who are fighting for their own
justice, freedom and equality. If I thought the war was going to
bring freedom and equality to 22 million of my people they wouldn’t
have to draft me, I’d join tomorrow. I have nothing to lose by
standing up for my beliefs. So I’ll go to jail, so what? We’ve
been in jail for 400 years.' (Redemption Song: Muhammad Ali and the
Spirit of the Sixties (1999) by Mike Marqusee, quoted from Wikipedia
page on Muhammad Ali)
You
could have done the same thing, no?
Yet,
you didn't.

You
took that uncourageous path of accepting to shoot at my 'untermensch'
peoples because your leaders ordered you to do so. Your blind deeds
borne of “I was just following orders” have
made you your own victims. Don't think that only you know in the
privacy of your anguish how horrendous some of these crimes were. The
victims know too, both the dead ones for whom the war and misery has
ended, and the living for whom it is never ending. You think your
suffering from PTSD is painful? Ask those
whose tabula rasa you have shattered while “following
orders”. And though silently and apathetically spectating,
the world spectators aren't blind either. The veterans suffers only
in a glass cage that appears opaque to them in the hell of their
private shame. But it is only a one-way mirror, entirely transparent
from the other side.
Unless
you can squarely face up to that grotesque fact without
self-delusions and false justifications, that you have monumentally
wronged the 'lesser peoples' while slumbering under your patriotic
zeal and implanted false beliefs, the redemption will remain
illusive. Just like this Winter Soldier squarely faced up
to his crimes against humanity without making excuses:
'And
I tried hard to be proud of my service but all I could feel was
shame. These were peoples, these were human beings. I have since been
plagued by guilt. I feel guilt anytime I see a mother with her
children. I feel guilt anytime I see a young girl. We are told we are
fighting terrorists; the real terrorist was me and the real terrorism
is this occupation. Those who send us to war do not have to pull a
trigger or land a mortar round. They don't have to fight the war,
they merely have to sell the war. They need a public who is willing
to send their soldiers in a harms way. They need soldiers who are
willing to kill and be killed without question. They can spend
millions on a single bomb, but that bomb only becomes a weapon when
the ranks of the military are willing to follow orders to use it. Our
enemy is not 5000 miles away, they are right here at home. If we
organize and fight with our sisters and brothers, we can stop this
war, we can stop this government, and we can create a better world.'
(Iraq war veteran Mike Prysner admits his
shame and guilt after the fact, and suggests the only remedy possible
for preventing future shame – had he only paid attention to
what Muhammad Ali had done before the fact, March 15, 2008,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jGmMbQPJTU
)
But
that private suffering, I believe, is also
a mercy upon man – for within it also lies the only seed of
positive redemption. This aspect is very important to comprehend
fully. It is not theological gibberish of religious salvation which I
expound here (I leave that to the priests), but empirical
psych-physiology of what makes us a human
being. In its clarity, lies the practicable solution-space. Both for
suffering veterans of today, and for preventing future suffering
veterans of tomorrow.
So
please permit me to explain at length, for indeed, no leader glibly
sending America's kids off to perpetual wars, no MD serving in
empire's own imperial institutions under AMA and FDA guidelines to
stick to their officially mandated medical protocols or lose the
license to practice medicine, and no priest carrying empire's renewed
white man's burden to bring us 'untermenschen' their 'Jesus' (watch
video http://youtube.com/watch?v=hVGmbzDLq5c
) will explain the following commonsense.
Only
if man has a conscience, a soul, that he naturally suffers when he
indulges in horrendous crimes, what modern soulless medicine calls
PTSD. Just think, if we had no conscience, there would be no mental
anguish, and thus no psychological traumas!
The
proof of this straightforward observation is to simply ask the
empirical question: do we ever observe the mighty generals and noble
presidents, who, under orders from their own task-masters, destroy
entire nations and civilizations before being awarded Nobel Peace
Prizes for their peace-making, suffering from PTSD? No. They are
never known to walk the night lamenting: “All the perfumes
of Arabia will not sweeten this little hand”, and die rather
“holily in their beds.” (MacBeth). That is because
they have no conscience, they have no 'soul'. This pathology, more
aptly termed pathocracy, is not just Zen-babble or Shakespearean
theater. It is now even clinically coming to the surface. See the
book Political Ponerology: A Science on The Nature of Evil
adjusted for Political Purposes by Andrew M. Lobaczewski (
http://ponerology.com
).
While
the rest of us may suffer from the “banality of evil”
whose only known cure is moral courage and moral redemption, the
psychopath is observed to be suffering from some yet to be precisely
identified structural abnormality which makes him and her completely
impervious to feeling empathy. He and she is evidently either born
without a conscience (or, some how had it killed off in unrecoverable
ways in rituals and rites peculiar to the elite who send ordinary men
and women to the slaughter without batting an eye). This creature
appears as normal person to us, lives and moves among us as a normal
person, but inevitably always seems to rather uncannily end up in
ranking leadership positions where it easily makes immoral decisions
for narrow interests without compunction and remorse. He and she
experiences no more cognitive dissonance ordering an atomic bomb
dropped, than ordering a rendition flight, or sentencing a frail
Aafia Siddiqui to 86 years in jail. Whereas, the evil normal people
face, both you and I, was aptly captured by Hannah Arendt by that
term “Banality of Evil” when trying to comprehend how the
Good German was created in Nazi Germany.
Hannah
Arendt arrived at the conclusion that it was a combination of lack of
moral courage, easily succumbing to authority figures by one's
nature, through sustained indoctrinations to obey authority, and due
to the blind allegiance to discharging one's duties without
reflecting upon the consequences of those duties. The 'banality',
ordinariness of individual evils, added up suddenly becomes
extraordinary in its proportion and consequences. This is the exact
same description of how the Good American has been created
today for which, you are now paying the price of PTSD due to all that
red blood of my peoples upon your hands.
No?
Yes! Read it here
to see it from the eyes of one upon whose Muslim civilizations, your
patriotic munificence was so courageously unleashed by the cumulative
“banality of evil”.
We,
the ordinary peoples, who often become canon fodder for pathocrats,
have a conscience, we are not psychopaths. We may however become so
if we continue to suffer and continue to inflict suffering upon
others to the point that physiological changes in our bodies
irreversibly kill off those brain structures where empathy springs
from, where conscience resides, where, in Freudian terms, the
superego keeps our id and ego in check. But short of becoming a
psychopath, there is a moral path of redemption available to all of
us which isn't available to the pathocrats who send us to our death
smiling. Who never suffer from PTSD.
So,
what is the cure for this tortuous scarring of the moral psyche of
normal persons which modern medicine calls PTSD? What is the path of
redemption? Permit me to share our Eastern wisdom, our ancient
medicine, our redemptive therapy, something that adventurers coming
to bomb and rob us somehow conveniently fail to carry back with them
to their own civilization along with their plunder and their mental
scars. The cure is not in physical therapy, it is not in
confessionals in priest boxes, and it is not on a psychiatrist's
couch, nor in going back into childhood to find and kill-off old
demons, real and imagined. The damage caused to the spiritual essence
of man for enduring horrendous moral crimes, only the spiritual
resurgence can cure. That is what modern medicine cannot give you
because there is no profit in it for big-Pharma. Nor is it in the
interest of the war-mongers to have their VA hospitals advocate
spiritual resurgence – the kind I describe below – for
they must have a continuous supply of new recruits of patriotic and
economic conscriptions as canon fodder to
fight their perpetual wars.
Moral
or spiritual redemption is only possible in undertaking moral acts,
not in mere words, but in courageous endeavors which go beyond the
normal existence, just as the cataclysms which created PTSD went
beyond the normal existence. Acts which border on heroism, and which
permit us to rise to our better-selves primarily in the service of
those whom we have injured by both commissions, and omissions. Only
such redemptive acts can assuage our guilt sufficiently to enable
atoning for our earlier moral lapses. In certain societies, perhaps
still today, judges would sometimes award the guilty a punishment of
such a type, to go humbly serve the family of those whom they have
injured, whose bread-winners they killed. When implemented properly,
it helped heal both the victim, and most interestingly, also the
victimizer. Not too profound when one thinks about it, is it? Even
Hollywood learns – as they evidently did in what may have been
the topical sequel to the Deer Hunter, Tom Cruise's 2003
movie, The Last Samurai! The
Metanoia experienced by the American
soldier Nathan Algren, beckons
today's PTSD villains. The Greek term for
'afterthought repentance',
metanoia, denotes a change of mind, a reorientation, an
awakening, a fundamental
transformation of outlook, a spiritual conversion, walking the path
of moral redemption and penitence in consequence.
Those
who have undertaken such strivings, ask them their experiences. I
imagine that asking Ken O'Keefe for instance, the man who is off in
Gaza braving bullets whizzing by his head, bullets which he once
himself inflicted upon the 'untermensch' in whose defense he now
braves it with empty hands, might be an interesting exercise for
America's veterans.
Not
only can the veterans help heal themselves with such courageous
efforts undertaken with direct moral acts in their own nation, but
they can even help prevent future veterans from coming into existence
by leading conscientious objector movements across their nation,
teaching and warning the youngsters often enlisting as victims of
economic conscription and state propaganda, the very words and
analyses available on these stellar websites.
If
each suffering veteran of America can prevent just one new future
suffering veteran from being created, the healing efficacy of their
moral strivings will be nothing short of miraculous! Just imagine
when they can prevent ten?
If
the suffering veterans of America can forge a movement to loudly say
NO to the vile indignities being heaped upon us right here at home in
the land of the free, they can make a difference to their own
healing.

Here
is the most recent grotesque example of what we all face: Boy
Asks TSA ‘Why Pat Down Mom And Not Me?’, TSA Replies “You
Don’t Have Boobs”.
Saying
NO to invasive body scans at airports, and saying NO to humiliating
patdowns as well, and drawing media and public attention to those
bold NOs can even galvanize the public to do the same, and to join
forces with you to reclaim your nation from the rapidly closing jaws
of a police-state. If servicemen remain unaware of the real agenda
behind these vile physical gropings of America's men, women, and
children, as is amply evidenced by the blind compliance of the active
duty American soldier going through an American airport in uniform
carrying an automatic weapon – a narrative which appeared in
Veterans Today and which drove me up the wall that someone can so
courageously shoot at barefooted people in Afghanistan, Iraq,
Pakistan, but can't say NO to absurdities in his own country –
see my article 'Body-scan
Alert - Not Suffering Indignities at Airports'.
Will that soldier also only acquire his moralsense under PTSD once he
is a veteran? Isn't there something grotesquely wrong with that
picture?
A
single dose of resonating moral NOs across the land of the free will
prove to be far more therapeutic to the veterans of America than a
1000 psychedelic joints of Dr. Phil Leveque's prescription which he
simultaneously avers: “My subject matter is that whatever
the degree of PTSD/TBI the condition is almost permanent.”
And thus, by his own admission, asserts all ingestive medicines being
ineffective.
Can
you, the veterans of America who have finally woken up, kindly give
an active think to this prescription? As Ray McGovern
lamented in Washington DC at a war veterans' march upon the White
House, December 16, 2010, which was only a hundred veteran strong
instead of one to two million:
'[quoting
Daniel Berrigan] Those who say
let us have peace,
often tack on: but let us risk nothing, let our lives stand
intact, let us know neither prison, not ill repute, nor ridicule
from friends, nor disruption of ties.
There is no peace, says
Berrigan, because the making of peace is just as costly as
the making of war. At least as liable to bring disgrace and prison.
So, we accept our responsibility here. We
are going to do all we can to stop the violence being perpetrated in
our name. And so, if the making of peace means prison, that's where
you are gonna find us!' (watch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WK5--Us7v0
)
And
where were all the tens of thousands of war veterans suffering from
guilty consciences?
They
were, and still are too busy reading websites like this one to bother
striving for real redemption – they'd rather just talk about it
while collecting their minuscule pecuniary compensation from the
Veterans Administration!
You
don't need any more knowledge my friends. You don't need any more
study. You don't need to read any more websites to learn what has
happened to you. All that these words do for you is to turn you into
even more armchair wallowers caught between diligent study and PTSD.
But no redemption. Knowledge does not lead to acts of redemption.
Only metanoia does! And that comes from within – not by
reading more websites!
How
can you, the equally discarded victims of America's wars of hegemony,
elevate your metanoia, your new found awareness of how you
were sent off to fight for the narrow interests of an elite hell-bent
on destroying your own nation – all amply demonstrated by the
stellar writings and beautiful words appearing on Veterans Today and
Salem News for those who really don't already know – into
principled coordinated moral acts which can reverse the grotesque
police-state transpiring in your own nation right now? And by so
doing, help avert a global catastrophe, a planned Armageddon upon the
remaining 'untermenschen'! That is an unparalleled self-healing path,
unmatched by modern medicine as well as natural sedatives.
If
I, a mere civilian mouse, a foreigner in the United States pursuing
his 'American Dream' like everyone else, can say NO to state tyranny
– read it here
– and I scare just as easily as any other mouse, have a family,
have aspirations, have passions, have no history of maladjustment
except by choice since 911 when I consciously chose to become a
malcontent (in H.
G. Wells' words)
and maladjusted (in Martin
Luther King Jr.'s words)
because there was simply no other choice (read it here
and here);
if this disabled wheelchair bound young man protesting state tyranny
in the streets of London can say NO – watch it at
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZL4eL0sLzKU
– and he is suffering from cerebral palsy; is there some very
good reason why the hurly-burly American
veterans of wars' brutalities should continue to comply with
tyrannical absurdities which are destroying their own nation-state? I
believe this is where the certificate of everlasting virtue
from the Veterans Administration comes in handy. But, if the war
veteran, you, boldly rise beyond such certificates, if you rise
beyond the mere psychedelic words you read on paper which always look
good in print and in speeches, if you instead
stand alongside the very 'untermensch' whom you once
oppressed, serve the victim families from Afghanistan to Iraq whose
bread-winners you once destroyed with a humility you were never
acquainted with as a US marine, stand-up
for your own nation's peoples suffering under the jackboots of the
same tyrants who caused you to suffer PTSD in immoral imperial
mobilizations deceptively sold to you as preemptive war on
terror in defense of your nation, your yesterday becomes a
mere prologue, the rest of your life, finally your own.
Thank
you.
Sincerely,
Zahir
Ebrahim | Project Humanbeingsfirst.org
California,
United States
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The
author, an ordinary researcher and writer on contemporary
geopolitics, a minor justice activist, grew up in Pakistan, studied
EECS at MIT, engineered for a while in high-tech Silicon Valley
(patents here),
and retired early to pursue other responsible interests. His maiden
2003 book was rejected by six publishers and can be read on the web
at http://PrisonersoftheCave.org.
He may be reached at http://Humanbeingsfirst.org.
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